Hey all,
So after much deliberation I've decided to not really abandon this blog (again) but make a fresh, new blog. Yet, it will have the name Femmefatalemode and this current one will become something else. At the moment I have no idea what to name myself. Femmefatalemode was created in early 2009, it's kinda my signature name on social networking sites. I love it too. Every time I try to think of another one, I just can't. The great thing about Femmefatalemode is the fact this name holds so many dear memories and I can trace stuff from my life with it. It reminds me of several of my best friends, english class, my 15 year old brain and much more.
To be honest, this is rather amusing as I have just mentioned how special this name is to me, and how it marks and symbolises wonderful moments from my life. It's great because it's not just one memory but hundreds if not thousands! Anyway, I cannot actually remember the origin of this name. What I can remember is this...
For my English class coursework we had to write an essay about a film (I think or something to do with methods used in films) regardless of the nature of the essay, I chose to write about Kill Bill. Now Kill Bill isn't my favourite movie or in my top ten, but it's a very cool and cleverly made movie. I think my teacher must've suggested action type films because I reckon they were easier to write about and maybe have more effects in. Nevertheless, I found out that the Bride was a type of Femme Fatale.
Dictionary Definition: femme faยทtale
nounโ
An attractive and seductive woman, esp. one who will ultimately bring disaster to a man who becomes involved with her
OKAY, so now it seems a little strange that this is what, a Femme fatale is, but whatever. At the time I thought it was really cool and how this woman was supposedly powerful and strong and I wanted to join it with something that I loved like fashion. Something I also still love and adore is languages specifically german. In my 15 year old mind, I thought that using the german word for fashion which is mode would work great and be different, cool and interesting. Which even now I still kinda think is true :) haha. I hoped that femmefatalemode would somehow mean powerful fashion or enchanting fashion. I did NOT want it to mean disatrous fashion or anything like that. It's meant to be original. I think it could even kinda mean out there fashion or fashion statements by amazing women. Who really knows? As far as I'm concerned it's not a real word and therefore it is subject to interpretation which is another awesome thing about this name :D
I'm not exactly sure what compelled me to write this anecdote on the birth of femmefatalemode, maybe I am feeling particularly nostalgic today.
Despite this, a more obvious reason might be because I want to start a new blog with this name and it be everything I want. It's a shame and maybe I am so stupid to have not known or realised this but Blogger give you a limit on how many pictures you can use in your blog which is 1gb. I obviously have used this up because of all my travel photos. So now in order to upload my own images I need to purchase some blog thing. (I don't know, I don't really understand). Anyway, over the course of the Summer I decided that I wanted to start really blogging, which I'm pretty sure I did a post on. Except now I can't blog properly if I don't have my own images which I want because I love to take photos! The best solution I've decided is to start a brand new one and be careful and more selective with my images until I get addicted and decide to actually attempt to understand the payment things for more memory. I also thought it wouldn't really harm this blog as I could change it into a personal diary or something else. I don't know right now but my mind is constantly bursting with ideas :) I didn't want to delete this blog though, because like I've been rambling on for ages about memories and this blog is another great memory. My life really has changed so much since August 2010 and that's why I think it's great to keep this thing alive and kicking. You know, I kinda think I subconciously wanted to do this post so that this will mark the day I fully decided to switch blog names or begin my new one or whatever. So femmefatalemode will live on at least until I change my mind again, which I don't plan to! At least not a while. hahaha
Hmmm I don't really want to put limitations on my new blog but I wanted it to be lots of photos because I like photography :) I think I might do OOTD's and makeup/ product reviews and all kinds of stuff. Oh! Especially NOTD's I love painting my nails (a little obsession of mine). So yeah, I think this post is long enough about a blog change but whatever haha.
Thank you for reading my crazy, I hope you enjoyed it or at least understood it. I am aware my grammar is actually ridiculous!
Love
Beth
xoxo